I am trying to post more regularly, but I lost my motivation for a bit when I found out that some of the greatest achievements of my undergraduate career have been undone. Some in under a year.
Needless to say, it was heartbreaking for me.
My boyfriend tried to cheer me up by telling me that I did do some good while I was there and the people I worked closely with will remember the hard work I did. Don’t get me wrong, I want to be remembered for working hard.
BUT, I also want to be remembered for making some lasting, positive changes on the organization I was involved with. I want to be able to come back to school and see the changes I started grow into something more spectacular. Instead, the people following me took a couple steps back.
I lost my motivation to work hard because it felt like it doesn’t matter; it will all be undone. I want to be remembered for doing something good for this world and that I did it all well (just in case some grammar sticklers were ready to pounce 😉 ).
I want anyone to be able to see that I was here… Maybe this is my chance…